On Saturday night, I go home with my sister. I feel tired and hungry. ....he send me some messages and call me. in the tomorrow morning everything is changed directly..he doesn't tell me that he wanna go to the countryside and I just ask him where will you go? He answers my question well. suddenly he doesn't call or send me a message anymore. I try to call & send him a message but he doesn't respond that. I feel bad that day..i feel worry, afraid, all day long. when I clean my thing up at home, it breaks down on the floor time & time....I call my mom and she is OK, then I call him but no respond...I worry about him but no answer. I can sleep at night, I call my friend but no respond, I don't know what I've got to do...I just praying at the mid night and I can't sleep until morning.....I call my friend and tell all about my feeling and she asks me to get positive thinking, I accept that...then I go to my boarding house and send him a message but I feel angry at the moment because he cuts his promise to me. he cancels his promise to celebrate his birthday with me in a new year. he wants to celebrate with his friend..I only ask in my mine....even in your special moment I am not special!!! I just call him. I disappointed with his respond, he doesn't care about me. May be he thinks that I am happy if he stays with me for along day on the next day. I don't wanna that. But is Ok...When you are happy, me too......happy birth day....
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